Below are the 4 most recent journal entries recorded in Justin's LiveJournal:

Wednesday, November 9th, 2005
9:40 am	I love being a dork. Ah yes. Finally the much anticipated next chapter of my favorite brain crack. Thank you George R.R. Martin! So I own it now but I haven't had a chance to start reading yet. I know this book only deals with half of the characters but which ones? Is it Jon Snow? Arya? I want to see Jacquen again for sure.... I love the anticipation. I love being a dork.... Current Mood: excited (Comment on this)
Monday, November 7th, 2005
10:33 pm	I hope I will never truly understand So a good friend of my dad's whom he was trying to help through some hard times(ie alcohol counseling and a rough divorce) has just committed suicide. One of the most galling aspects of the whole scenario to me is the fact that he had his 11 year old son living with him at the time. Oh I guess he tried to be considerate of him by leaving a note on the front door telling him not to come in and to call my dad. What a completely moronic thing to tell an 11 year old. Of course he went in and found his father dead in a pool of his own blood. I suppose that level of desperation would account for some poor thinking but this infuriates me beyond any description. I knew the man pretty well. He was an intelligent if unstable person. How could he do that to someone he obviously cared about? This whole thing comes at a strange time for me emotionally as well. I have thought about suicide quite a lot in my life. Never a contemplation of taking my own life but a complete inability to comprehend the whole process that I couldn't just let pass. Not long ago I believe I had a glimpse of the utter despair that someone in that position must feel. I remember thinking how can I ever be happy again? That nothing could ever be truly good in my life again. Which is of course absolutely ridiculous but there was a fleeting moment that I believe I may have understood, but in the face of the actual deed I realize that isn't true. I hope I never will truly understand. Current Mood: melancholy (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, October 6th, 2005
11:18 pm	ohh... I don't know I am super excited because I have the first part of the week off but I am of two minds on the matter. I have to work through the weekend to get these days off and then I will be gone for the days that I do have off which means I will have precious little time with my beautiful wife. I will be off camping by myself for three days and that I will enjoy for sure. But Ally's schedule sucks and I feel like I never get to spend time with her. Oh well, nothing I can do to change it I suppose so I will continue to make the best of it I can. Work has been a madhouse. We are totally slammed most of the time. Makes the day go fast I suppose. Current Mood: groggy (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Tuesday, September 27th, 2005
8:04 pm	Everybody relax, I'm here now.... Hello everyone. I was just looking around on here because my wife (the beautiful allyzilla) started using livejournal and I thought what a cool venue! I wanna play too. So I don't really know what I'm doing but I intend to do it at any rate. So yeah if anyone wants to add me to their friends list that would be okey-day(I have no friends...sniff)and uh, right...HI! Current Mood: tentative (3 Comments |Comment on this)